TOLONG laaaa....

I just wanna peaceful friday...dats it...

ni kalau dah letak bag je ko dah menyanyi siap ngan humming bagai, bagaimanakah jumaat ku akan bermakna...nak2 lagi when i received a latest news said our "B" is not as what we were hoping before...

adakah aku akan meneruskan hari jumaat dgn lebih bermakna or tidak?

demmmmm, kenapaaaaaaaaaa????

kepada jiran sebelah meja, tolong la berenti humming...suara ko tak sedap pahammmm??? walaupun aku tau, suara aku sedap dari ko, x pulak aku ber'humming' kat telinga ko...(eh, tetiba terlebih emo)

Ya Allah, kuat kan la hambamu ini...

::period::

titis-titis yg berguguran

hey!

it has been raining cats and dogs here in my office area...i wanna go back early and hop on to my bed with my bedmate (ahahahaha) and watch whatever tv show aired...

well, this is me bila dah takder keja nak buat...btw, i still have an hour before i lift my butt and off to my heavenlyhomey!

when life must go on...

hey...its been almost a year when i ditched my own blog...many things happened! bad, sad, bitter, happy and what not...

to please others sangatla tak produktif kan...so, makan and berfoya2 lagi best...

so, til my next post!

get-together-nite-out

29 May 09 marked a memorable nite for us, long lost girls *zurasyazleena,zurasyazneeza,soniazainal,lilyyani,herzahanan*...

the apartment, curve was the venue...time was so caca marba as these people came at different times and what i knew jajaster was the last to arrive...aish babe, u were fogiven n do come earlier for our next session k...eheheh!

below are the chronologies:

two weeks earlier, i had a chat with zura and we spoke about things we've lost and suddenly new idea pop up...let's meet up! we decided to have a lepak session after i missed the one zura organised somewhere in march...so, this time around i was the organiser (self appointed, ehehe).

things got silent for a few days and zura alerted me again and said she's not free on the weekend of 30-31 may...hmm, i was on silent mode again til sonia told me she won't be able to join the weekend of 16-17 may (k.jana's wedding)...i got pening again and was thinking to do at nite time...

a week earlier, date and time has been finalised after a discussion with jajaster and zuraster...a normal headache on where to lepak la kan...message and e-mail were sent out to bunch of girls and i'm just waiting for this to menjadi... :)

friday, 29 may 09:

i was excited and went back home from office to bath and change. abi was at home too and was getting ready to go for a friendly match (astro team vs dont-know-who team) in kajang so i dropped him at astro before proceed to damansara perdana to fetch lil's and finally rushed to the curve and hoping nobody was earlier than us...knowing lily kan, sokmo kena tunggu mu kat depan rumah kan...eheheh!

when we arrived there, told the front door girl our booking name, she tagged us to our table...hmmm, lil n i were looking at each other...fengshui not good (near to the bar counter, middle of every walkway, stuffy and full of people), no good, no good! asked them to move us outside (smoking area)...there we were...with candles on our lovely table, just the two of us, chewah! my watch was clicking at 8.45pm at that time and still two of us only... ;) browsed their menu card and ordered our drinks when i suddenly noticed someone was strolling behind us...

it was arif muda...called him to join us because it was on my mind when sonia told me there will be a few of guys joining at different table...he sitted and pretended to be friendly, kesian him...ehehe...u tried ur very best arif! luckily, a few moments later (lama jugak actually, ehehe) farid, amir and hasmilfaizal aka montel turned up. we felt like a melting candle because it was so damn hot outside...we being so fickled and tried to cari avail table inside... :D luck was at our side...kehkehkeh...we moved inside and sonia came...later on, zura came with her lil perfect family...dzarif was nyenyakly sleeping in his stroller...time was clicking somewhere around 9ish pm tak salah saya la kan...jajaster came as last at 10pm...gosh! luckily we haven't started anything yet...

environment has changed, from not so silent to super bising! ;p stories were shared and there were so many things were bartered (wah, sistem barter pun keluar jugak malam tu)...macam tukar barang je kan...camwhoring and being vain suatu kemestian...foods came and i can only remembered lils and my food...i had steak sandwich (sedap jer) while lils had sheperds pie...didn't manage to capture any of the food....tak best sungguh...

stories, camwhoring, stories, camwhoring, stories, camwhoring and time finally showed 11ish pm...time to go back! it was a wonderful nite with many memories...we knew each other when we still single then engaged, married and a kid now (for zura only)...how fast time flies...

there'll be many more session to come! love ya.....

p/s: gambar in next post! :D

it's makan time

after a long 2 weeks with no hanging out session with epol and boy, we managed to catch up by having dinner last nite at al-rawsha, jl. damai. last nite was so hilarious and fun...we talked and was having much fun with good foods around...we had nasi kambing and ayam in a huge plate that can be eaten by 3 malay guys (standard size with big appetite) but the portion can be finished by 2 middle eastern guys actually. unfortunately, i didn't bring the camera last nite..quite bad actually!

nonie had her chicken kebab as she's now on big diet with no-rice-at-all sign...its ok nonie, u'r still beautiful to epol's eyes no matter how... :) while dina had her mushroom soup...sikit jer makan kan! i found out that dina has her own eating time n if she misses the time, the appetite will like lari begitu saja...next time kita makan malam awal sikit yea! :)

well, guys...we should repeat eating at al-rawsha again k...

on the way back to epol's, nonie and him told us about a boy named adi putra...after minutes and minutes, now i know how precious the boy is and we didn't manage to look at him as him but only as math genius@geek...adi, no matter how people don't look up for you, there are still bunch of malays who still support you from the back... :)

last nite ends peacefully with us having a beautiful sleep...Zzzzzzzz....

sudu itik

yesterday was my check-up with Dr. Raja Juhaidah. Thanks for all the advice Doc. She even suggested me to do the pap-smear test. My reply was, "sakit tak doc? Many people said sakit" and she answered, "sapa la yg bagi tau benda pelik2 kat awak ni ah? tak sakit, cuba dgr cakap doktor bukan cakap kawan2?". I immediately tersenyum sipu while my Abi was sitting at the corner, nodding his head macam berkata "buat jer la" and she inserted the cervical whatever thingy without further say. Ouch! nope, its not painful. Wonderful..

Result will come out in 2 or 3 days.

what would the result be? normal or abnormal?

So, to all my dear girl friends, pap smear test is painless...read my word, p.a.i.n.l.e.s.s!

But, i would say ikut doktor la...luckily mine is a she...no no shame at all...

rezeki and hikmah

dear all,

my first notes after almost 2 years with dead silence. rite now there are too many stories to tell. from merisik, engagement, wedding, changing status, moving to a new house and a recent incident happened to our life. I'm quite a moody writer altho there are many stories to share.

to all lovely friends who have contributed so much value add in my life, please bear in mind you are the greatest friends ever especially to those who have congratulate and wishing us the best for our life.

life is precious and to be in it is such a miracle. how wonderful we are when were born as a human. we can feel, see, hear and even taste. have u ever imagined being born as a cat or monkey to make it worse. some of us love cats until we can sleep with them but there are thousands of them live in the streets and even begged for foods at the stalls. they can never speak despite from meowing to us. we human need empathy and not sympathy. thanks to some subjects during uni years, makes me still remember a bit of the knowledge. i am truly grateful to be born as a girl and now a woman to my lovey abi.

introducing my man in my life, shahfariz raja amzah aka shah or to some closies shefriz. he is such a calm man when disaster called, a "kelam kabut" man aka kabut man when he's late, a "eat-all-you-can" man, not a romantic kind of guy and very caring abi (name i call him for husband). thanks a zillion for filling my life to a sweeter taste. i can't hardly notice when was the first time he raised his voice, it was always me as i remember. trying slow and steady is our motto now, rite honey?

till we meet again peeps.

note: do i still have readers???