bootylicious

wow!

amazing....how can she maintain that figure after delivered to a baby boy???
this is truly unbelievable, ahahahaha...since i could not have one kan....

well, to have such nice body like hers and her sisters are like a dream never come true to me...read: never!!! i'm talking about myself la obviously...

note: this is a way to motivate myself la................thanks kourt!

when others commented about you

well, this has been a normal scenario eversince i got married a year++ ago.

i used to be as small as a sardine can (perumpamaan yea) but now after i got married and had 2 miscarriages + 1 ectopic pregnancy that lead to a surgery, my body tend to expand like no one's business...

and that also makes people commented on my body size...the normal dialouges are:


"eiii, dah berisi la!", "kenapa dah gemuk ni?", "what happened to the xs size?"


and the rare dialogue i got was:


"elok la dah berisi mcm ni sbb u look good like this so don't practise any diet ok!",

"don't worry, nanti dia turun la balik tu"....ahahaha


my weight never exceeds 45kg before i got married but it hiked up mcm isi air dlm baldi...

n rite now i think i am 50kg and fyi, i gained 5 freaking kilos in 1yr++...amazing rite!! ::period::

so, below are before and after piccas. define yourself:

after

before

til then!!

TOLONG laaaa....

I just wanna peaceful friday...dats it...

ni kalau dah letak bag je ko dah menyanyi siap ngan humming bagai, bagaimanakah jumaat ku akan bermakna...nak2 lagi when i received a latest news said our "B" is not as what we were hoping before...

adakah aku akan meneruskan hari jumaat dgn lebih bermakna or tidak?

demmmmm, kenapaaaaaaaaaa????

kepada jiran sebelah meja, tolong la berenti humming...suara ko tak sedap pahammmm??? walaupun aku tau, suara aku sedap dari ko, x pulak aku ber'humming' kat telinga ko...(eh, tetiba terlebih emo)

Ya Allah, kuat kan la hambamu ini...

::period::

titis-titis yg berguguran

hey!

it has been raining cats and dogs here in my office area...i wanna go back early and hop on to my bed with my bedmate (ahahahaha) and watch whatever tv show aired...

well, this is me bila dah takder keja nak buat...btw, i still have an hour before i lift my butt and off to my heavenlyhomey!

when life must go on...

hey...its been almost a year when i ditched my own blog...many things happened! bad, sad, bitter, happy and what not...

to please others sangatla tak produktif kan...so, makan and berfoya2 lagi best...

so, til my next post!

get-together-nite-out

29 May 09 marked a memorable nite for us, long lost girls *zurasyazleena,zurasyazneeza,soniazainal,lilyyani,herzahanan*...

the apartment, curve was the venue...time was so caca marba as these people came at different times and what i knew jajaster was the last to arrive...aish babe, u were fogiven n do come earlier for our next session k...eheheh!

below are the chronologies:

two weeks earlier, i had a chat with zura and we spoke about things we've lost and suddenly new idea pop up...let's meet up! we decided to have a lepak session after i missed the one zura organised somewhere in march...so, this time around i was the organiser (self appointed, ehehe).

things got silent for a few days and zura alerted me again and said she's not free on the weekend of 30-31 may...hmm, i was on silent mode again til sonia told me she won't be able to join the weekend of 16-17 may (k.jana's wedding)...i got pening again and was thinking to do at nite time...

a week earlier, date and time has been finalised after a discussion with jajaster and zuraster...a normal headache on where to lepak la kan...message and e-mail were sent out to bunch of girls and i'm just waiting for this to menjadi... :)

friday, 29 may 09:

i was excited and went back home from office to bath and change. abi was at home too and was getting ready to go for a friendly match (astro team vs dont-know-who team) in kajang so i dropped him at astro before proceed to damansara perdana to fetch lil's and finally rushed to the curve and hoping nobody was earlier than us...knowing lily kan, sokmo kena tunggu mu kat depan rumah kan...eheheh!

when we arrived there, told the front door girl our booking name, she tagged us to our table...hmmm, lil n i were looking at each other...fengshui not good (near to the bar counter, middle of every walkway, stuffy and full of people), no good, no good! asked them to move us outside (smoking area)...there we were...with candles on our lovely table, just the two of us, chewah! my watch was clicking at 8.45pm at that time and still two of us only... ;) browsed their menu card and ordered our drinks when i suddenly noticed someone was strolling behind us...

it was arif muda...called him to join us because it was on my mind when sonia told me there will be a few of guys joining at different table...he sitted and pretended to be friendly, kesian him...ehehe...u tried ur very best arif! luckily, a few moments later (lama jugak actually, ehehe) farid, amir and hasmilfaizal aka montel turned up. we felt like a melting candle because it was so damn hot outside...we being so fickled and tried to cari avail table inside... :D luck was at our side...kehkehkeh...we moved inside and sonia came...later on, zura came with her lil perfect family...dzarif was nyenyakly sleeping in his stroller...time was clicking somewhere around 9ish pm tak salah saya la kan...jajaster came as last at 10pm...gosh! luckily we haven't started anything yet...

environment has changed, from not so silent to super bising! ;p stories were shared and there were so many things were bartered (wah, sistem barter pun keluar jugak malam tu)...macam tukar barang je kan...camwhoring and being vain suatu kemestian...foods came and i can only remembered lils and my food...i had steak sandwich (sedap jer) while lils had sheperds pie...didn't manage to capture any of the food....tak best sungguh...

stories, camwhoring, stories, camwhoring, stories, camwhoring and time finally showed 11ish pm...time to go back! it was a wonderful nite with many memories...we knew each other when we still single then engaged, married and a kid now (for zura only)...how fast time flies...

there'll be many more session to come! love ya.....

p/s: gambar in next post! :D

it's makan time

after a long 2 weeks with no hanging out session with epol and boy, we managed to catch up by having dinner last nite at al-rawsha, jl. damai. last nite was so hilarious and fun...we talked and was having much fun with good foods around...we had nasi kambing and ayam in a huge plate that can be eaten by 3 malay guys (standard size with big appetite) but the portion can be finished by 2 middle eastern guys actually. unfortunately, i didn't bring the camera last nite..quite bad actually!

nonie had her chicken kebab as she's now on big diet with no-rice-at-all sign...its ok nonie, u'r still beautiful to epol's eyes no matter how... :) while dina had her mushroom soup...sikit jer makan kan! i found out that dina has her own eating time n if she misses the time, the appetite will like lari begitu saja...next time kita makan malam awal sikit yea! :)

well, guys...we should repeat eating at al-rawsha again k...

on the way back to epol's, nonie and him told us about a boy named adi putra...after minutes and minutes, now i know how precious the boy is and we didn't manage to look at him as him but only as math genius@geek...adi, no matter how people don't look up for you, there are still bunch of malays who still support you from the back... :)

last nite ends peacefully with us having a beautiful sleep...Zzzzzzzz....

sudu itik

yesterday was my check-up with Dr. Raja Juhaidah. Thanks for all the advice Doc. She even suggested me to do the pap-smear test. My reply was, "sakit tak doc? Many people said sakit" and she answered, "sapa la yg bagi tau benda pelik2 kat awak ni ah? tak sakit, cuba dgr cakap doktor bukan cakap kawan2?". I immediately tersenyum sipu while my Abi was sitting at the corner, nodding his head macam berkata "buat jer la" and she inserted the cervical whatever thingy without further say. Ouch! nope, its not painful. Wonderful..

Result will come out in 2 or 3 days.

what would the result be? normal or abnormal?

So, to all my dear girl friends, pap smear test is painless...read my word, p.a.i.n.l.e.s.s!

But, i would say ikut doktor la...luckily mine is a she...no no shame at all...

rezeki and hikmah

dear all,

my first notes after almost 2 years with dead silence. rite now there are too many stories to tell. from merisik, engagement, wedding, changing status, moving to a new house and a recent incident happened to our life. I'm quite a moody writer altho there are many stories to share.

to all lovely friends who have contributed so much value add in my life, please bear in mind you are the greatest friends ever especially to those who have congratulate and wishing us the best for our life.

life is precious and to be in it is such a miracle. how wonderful we are when were born as a human. we can feel, see, hear and even taste. have u ever imagined being born as a cat or monkey to make it worse. some of us love cats until we can sleep with them but there are thousands of them live in the streets and even begged for foods at the stalls. they can never speak despite from meowing to us. we human need empathy and not sympathy. thanks to some subjects during uni years, makes me still remember a bit of the knowledge. i am truly grateful to be born as a girl and now a woman to my lovey abi.

introducing my man in my life, shahfariz raja amzah aka shah or to some closies shefriz. he is such a calm man when disaster called, a "kelam kabut" man aka kabut man when he's late, a "eat-all-you-can" man, not a romantic kind of guy and very caring abi (name i call him for husband). thanks a zillion for filling my life to a sweeter taste. i can't hardly notice when was the first time he raised his voice, it was always me as i remember. trying slow and steady is our motto now, rite honey?

till we meet again peeps.

note: do i still have readers???

I'm back!!

this blog was meant to be an infomative page and i'll do that...

ahahaha!!!


more pics and stories will be uploaded soon!

cheers...

The Old Me!

This is me when i attended Anugerah Skrin 2003...

All of my classmates and I were ordered by our dearly En. Nik Ramzi Nik Hassan

(our broadcast lecturer) to be an usherer at the event...

Me and my very long hair!

Happy Federal Territory Day!

1st February 2008...

How do i celebrate it? A few things actually as i went to the bank and settled all my debts (some of it i shouldn't spend that much i think)...

and after Friday Prayer finished, WE went to Stadium Negara and spent our half day and whole nite watching the KL WORLD FUTSAL 5s...

The time we entered the stadium, it was a game between Malaysia n England...it was pretty good as for the first time in my whole life i watch a soccer or futsal game (this is my first time watching futsal game, i mean a big one) Malaysia won....they beat England....6-2...Not bad aahh...

Then Australia vs Argentina with score 3-3...at 7pm, another kick-off by Brazil vs Holland with a result 2-0...They got a monster i tell you...ehehe...their goalkeeper was humangous! as tall as the goal itself...then as a final match, we closed the night with a controversial game by Thailand vs Iran...Thailand beat Iran with a score 3-2...

It was a cool and happening night time with him, 2 nadiah+nadia (they are bestfrens with the same name), pitt, acap & Faie...

We ended the nite at 00:00am...it was past midnite when i got home and off to sleep...

Nice Federal Territory Day!

p/s: more pix on KL World Futsal will be uploaded soon!

we, us & both...

When the bottom pix tells us that he's holding J.Co Donuts plastic bag, where do you guys think we were at this time?

Correct! or wrong to some of you.... :-p

We may look tiny compared to the people behind us but there's a big story inside us...

so to shefriz (a name called by d'ikiks), enjoy the moments while we can because time is really short!

peace and love to everyone!

Are They Really My Friends?

They are my friends...which a few i called D'ikiks...ahahaha....

Sorry for the late entry...just to recap few things bout this "not-so-surprise" birthday party for Suffian Harris aka opie dopie...

This was held on Saturday, 12 January 2008...opie turned 30 years old and yet still crazy on his own attitude and style...keep it on bro! :-)

Bora Ombak was where the whole "not-so-surprise" party located that nite....it does not consist of many people just a bunch of close frens to zafrina abd rahman aka deejay zaff...she called and sms'ed everyone about this gathering and we went there and surprised him with muka tak bersalah after i blew everything...ahaha! so funny because few minutes before we were supposed to surprised him, Sonia n I recce'ing the place...we wanted to know where we should sit after we made the booking with the management...then, after a few while we were walking, we bumped into opie and we started to ignore (to be honest, we started to turned back round and assumed he didn't see us) MasyAllah! he saw us and the nightmare question came out from him: apa korang buat kat sini? ehehe...

it was so hilarious but as a whole, we enjoyed ourselves as we gathered back after half a year we didn't went out together as a bunch...

nice and hope to meet you guys later!

Take Care everyone...

Faces of Bosses

Bosses in MINDA whom I loike so much! strict but fun to talk with...

From above: Cik Wan (his sister is wan zaleha radzi) looking like scrubbing Pn. Saadiah's head. Pn Saadiah is petite yet so cantik...i adore her collections of handbags...just name it n she got everything...Louis Vuitton and Prada are her favorites...she also loves Burberry, Massimo Dutti, Fendi, Furla, Cole Haan and many more...not to mentioned here coz to make it short she got everything...

Middle: another pix of Pn Saadiah with her hello kitty can bring anywhere battery operatted fan...she really wants to have a baby girl...i love her sons' name...very unique...Yusuf Nuh Sulaiman and Isa Nuh Sulaiman...

Bottom: a very strict assistant vice president at a very first time i saw her...i took a few months to talk casual things with Ms Angela Chong Yit Phin...she can talk very fluent malay language...she normally use words like "best punya, sure baik gila, so sedap and biar benar"...and when she wants to speak malay very fast, she tends to terbalik the word...like kepala turns to kelapa and makan to makin...so funny...she laughs very kuat...behind her is everyone's favorite in TMO...Affan Mohd Nawi...ever ready smile he has...a good sport and a good boss...he is a vice prsident and he owns 2 BMW...3 & 5 series...he looks young kan...but with 3 kiddos...ehehe...sorry affan! ms red T will always be ur favorite kan...a good friend to talk gossip with...other than salina, k.as and Zue...

Khazanah Jamboree 2008

Above are some pix of our 1st Khazanah Jamboree @ JW Marriott on 18 Jan 2008...It may looks boring to most of you as Khazanah itself doesn't offer cool or happening events...what they do are mostly related to investments and financing...

But it is pretty exciting to us in my division because we are the only division in Khazanah Nasional Berhad who has different name than the rest...ehe!

Transformation Management Office...and we are the Transformers! Both Autobots and Decepticons are in our division...ahahaha!!!

Our booth looks pretty straight forward than the rest basically because there's nothing much we can exhibit than the Initiative Books, MINDA (malaysian director's academy) & CR (corporate responsibility). We conquered 3 booths at the Jamboree as we are handling the 3 things mentioned at the above...

all the pix are courtesy of Yew Leong from MD's office...

A Friend Got Snatched!

Dear Lil',

I know its pretty sad when all of our things in our lovely handbag were lost within a minute (it'll be more sad when d handbag was not belongs to us..

M.A.C thingy, car key, driving license, identification card, atm cards, discount cards, some cash and the most important thing mommy's braun buffel (just bought) handbag were stolen in "a minute snatch incident in damansara perdana"...

it's ok, as long as u r still safe n sound...provided with small bruises and cuts on your fingers...

luckily she placed her mobile on the table...what can i say about accident? it'll happen to everyone...accident doesn't know about age, skin color, title & salutation and who you really are...if its doesn't happen to you, it'll happen to someone near you...accidents are everywhere...just be careful and extra careful when you carry something important especially when you have childrens around you...dun feel happy too much because you tend to be forgetful...

so, enough about it and "penyamun", don't you think you can run away because one day your life will be more miserable than you think it is now...


p/s: Lil' is a dear friend of mine whom she knows who she is...or to make it short and simple, her name is Lily Yani Rosli...dun worry Lil', ur dad will comfort you with something else k...

Resolutions!

Incredibly 2007 i've faced and went thru...sweet, sour, bad and sad!

This is the time where many make new year resolutions. Mine are (in no particular order)

1 - devote more to The Almighty

2 - exercise more regularly

3 - spend less, save more

4 - read more bridal magazines

5 - avoid bad gossips (either with work colleagues & fellow friends)

6 - eat less drink more H20

7 - be more focused

yet another entry

sorry all...

i really didn't mean not to upload my blog...

it was a chaos til i dun even know how to plan things on my own...

but today onwards i'll make sure that i'll update as much entry as i can so my sweetheart aziz wont say "jaja tue hangat hangat taik ayam jer"...dear aziz, i miss u so much n if we have any chance to see each other i'll kick ur ass...ahaha! no heart feelings yuh...

more pictures will be uploaded soon, so, happy holidays to all (those who celebrated christmas & those who wants to clear their 2007 leave)...

catch you guys later!

busy week

i couldn't concentrate with my personal life this week and its definitely in chaos right now...too busy with work...


what should i do...can't really think of it as work has become the priority among all...too bad because i really need to think of myself now...